stayed home today as cousins are here. watched hindi movie at vasantham.'DEVDAS!'. oh my, i did cry:( okay not being an emo here. only i do have a heart, i feel what the characters feel, furthermore im juat a girl with feelings, so yes the movie did touched my heart. haha. besides that i did learn something from it.:))

to you, thanks for everything. ive seen ur changes. and i know that change is for me. u make me feel so great.and now i truely understand how u feel when im not there for you. im really sorry.i feel really bad. im glad we're good now. just time will tell. im happy, im glad to know you, babe.

to my lovely friends, yesterday night was great! it was suppose to be a girl's night out. the 8 of us. but 4 couldnt make it.i plan this for us, hais sad thing u girls cant tag along.so it just left with me, fat, jam and sherie. ein and knox came along and had shisha session. elfi, kentot and qas join in awhile later. we had great fun! the food was okay, only knox and ein's orders came super late like an hour later. haha. we played cards. its not an ordinary card indeed. haha. SNAP, OLD MAID, DONKEY and HAPPY FAMILY. how cute we are.:) just one word for everything, Fantastic!

i want to elaborate more about my friends, thanks a million for your concern. seriouly. i was shocked that u all did care for me. i know all of you are hurt and i mean really angry about it. okay, we all know his just a kid right? be it, he havent know whats being true is. his living in fantasy i guess or maybe he have a heart that made of rock or something? doesnt have any feelings or thoughts about his wrong doings. yeah sucks big time talking about kiddos. he's really a super duper ungrateful boy i ever met in my life.. or should i say no one can beat him for that. haha. so about that thing, time will tell:))

to you, im really dissapointed in you. are we friends or worse enemies? why cant you clear your doubts to me? issint this will make matter worse and who on earth will know what you might be thinking? you misjudge me. remember you did ask me whether we can lasts? i really thought we could. but having a friend that does not being open to one another is just crap! theres never a lie in us, we're like having a boy-girl relationship. we need each other. i was there when u needed me, i lend u my shoulders to cry on, im your listening ear when u have problems to share, i was there to keep you company when your bored, i call you just to listen to your voice, when im angry or dissapointed with you, i hold them to myself and didnt show it to you cos i love you i dun want you to be hurt. but why must i get this in return, friend? i didnt choose who to be friend with. remember years ago when we first met? wasnt it sweet? all those late chi-chats, shoppings, food hunting, we did all that just the two of us. "when there's u and i, nothing else matters". we didnt mind as we have just the both of us. i will always stand for you babe. i treasure this friendship of ours. how special this friendship really meant for me! but everything changes now. thanks babe, i really thank you for showing your true colours now. its better to be hurt now than later. cant help, but wait. babe,you left me clueless:(

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