¶Friday, January 23, 2009¶
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"It's true that we don't know what we've got until we lose it, but it's also true that we don't know what we've been missing until it arrives."
hello earthlings...its been awhile since i last do a proper update.
so here it goes..
i always wanted 2008 to end and looking forward for 2009. but did i make use of the new beginning_new year? NO! not at all. ive been thinking a lot of stuffs that i think it didnt matter much. keep thinking of others that just didnt care much about me. reason being? im just too nice. and being too nice is no good. you wont gain much or youll just end up feeling sucks. so yesterday, i talked to god before i sleep, which i always do every night before i go to sleep. but yesterday was a bit longer as i shared with him my feelings, thoughts, and everything. yes he cant comments on what you say, but he will lead you to the right path. and he did! he answered my prayers. when i woke up, i feel so relieved. as if someone had gave me a tight hug and that everything bad is gone forever. and i wake up with a smile:). and therefore i decide to begin everything all over again from today onwards. a change indeed! the changes will be seen in me soon. what for being sad over the past things and cry for someone or think of stuffs that just wont happen? be happy! yes ive been saying to myslef that word for so many times just to remind me to be HAPPY. i used to be that crazy happy little kid. so why not be one now. afterall theres still daddy that pampers me. theres friends that always makes me go crazy. and family that loves me. so no worries, cause everything will be just fine. be happy.....
and im sure the one for me is just nearby. so wait patiently..
another thing is, my conversation with witri's yesterday really wakes me up somehow. without you even realising that girl. haha. somehow, i know that my future lies in my hand. i need to make it happen. so why sit around? i have to start it all now. i have a decision to make. but will only confirm tomorrow after discussing with daddy, kak olie and uncle. and i heard there's something planned for me tomorrow. hoorays. i have no fear on the upcomings as i will be well prepared:))
you got what you wished for. but my last wish is not granted. *&^$##^()*&^%
aniway today was fun. which was spend with my babes. do update about it soon.
photos will be uploaded soon too once i got it from kak fatty kite:D
and to fareez takmo makan gaji buta! haha. can bankrupt if all workers were to be like you:D
and to izzat. hahaha mangkuk betul. maafnye. funny la sey. and yea its your fault of not putting ur name. so its not my fault. have fun in NS. da botak. no more wig! haha suro bagi wig, pelokek.
and thanks for the encouragements:))
so goodnight earthlings.
may god bless you all:)))
and remember, if you think you are alone, god will always be there for you.
no worries:))))
"What's the use of worrying?
It never was worth while,
So pack up your troubles in your old kit-bag,
And smile, smile, smile."
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