I have this fear that i will wake up one day and look in the mirror, and what im going to see next is a fat big chick in front of me. Yes trust me, it keeps me thinking and somehow it scares me. well i've been eating a lot since little. infact all knows me for that including family members and friends. but recently, my eating habit become worse. i keep on eating and always hungry the next hour. and for the first time in school just a few days ago, while i was having lessons, i asked teacher for permission to go toilet but instead i went all the way down to buy two packet of snacks and a drink. ahhaa. and went school ends like and hour later, i feel hungry again. i dunno why, first thing i wake up in the morning, i will think of food. like what food im eating today and all. so please someone stops me before your friend here become one fat chick!

Just last week i bought 3 dresses and a wetlook pants and a denim vest. im eyeeing on this 2 guess handbag cum sling bag. but im waiting for Aug to see if theres any new design's coming out. im so gonna get them soon. and yes i need a pair of wedges and a killer heels(shoe). that hot levis jeans and that cute mango jeans. but i still havent get my fringe shoes and a new bag! hehs. oh yea that gold shimmery cardi! so gonna get. hope money will come quick:) cheers!

again Love is going away. JB is weekend. what a boring weekend w/o him. and that means im gonna be left all alone again! so people who are reading this. please call me up yeah .accompany me shop or eat also will do:)

didnt attend school today.was lazy. and regarding the news i received this morning, i feel like a bad girl. am i that bad? its ok shall buck up on that. aniway editing of the scripts is done and print! hazel im gona kill u, so many typing errors. nah its ok, all done now!

so yeah my house smells of jackfruit. grandma bought home 2 of them from her work place. nice! im very sleepy now. online shops is currently boring. nothing caught my eyes. so yeah ive got nothing to do now, maybe making a hot milo and eat with biscuits to end my day. a fag, wash face, lotioning and off to bed.

NIGHTS OHVOLLIES:)