¶Friday, September 25, 2009¶
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Turn On The mUsic and Get the party Started!!!!hey Ohvollies.
Lets do some updates today. Been wanting to but im just being lazy.
First of all, Hows Raya people??? Mine was great! went geylang on the night before Raya and reached home around 3 plus am. Did some touch ups on my living room. I like the look of my living room. Theme is black & white. Cool or what? haha. Basically im the only one in this house that are over too excited for Raya. So its just me that did the deco and stuffs. Many people says that this year Raya is too slack, no excitement la and whatsoever. Whats wrong with you all? Raya is raya. Its a must to celebrate and be happy no matter what shits you guys are in. Its okay just take it that im too over excited yeah.. haha
I managed to sleep for a few hours because friends that know how excited i am, start calling me and wishing me Happy Hari Raya at 7 plus am. It was sweet and nice of them but im too tired and i need my sleep so yeah i slept back till 9 plus am. As usual my grandfather will wake everyone up. I looked at the clock and thought it was already 10 plus! I get up and get dressed and expecting guests to come early. I was like a kid seriously. Shouting and singing raya song. and yeah we did play bunga api the night before:) haha
Photos taken almost every minute. Everywhere snap snap! good bonding session. especially with my cousins of the same age. Its really fun i must say. Seek forgiveness to one another. I feel so angry when people just didnt know how to appreciate Raya, hari yang mulia. Its like, if someone ask for forgiveness and hopes for the best of you, You should me thankful right? Not otherwise. Ok takpe. At night was full of excitement. Why? MAN U FANS!!!! everyone was watching the match and of course there's a lot of roars, excitement and yeah everyone is enjoying.
I dont know why, but nowadays i like to see smiles on people face. seriously, if a stranger is smiling while talking on the phone, it makes me feel happy. When a kid smile at me, it makes me happy. When old couples walk holding hand together, it makes me happy too. i dont know?
Ive been spending my money on cab fares. To count it all i guess it exceeds $200 plus in just weeks. All these while i took the cab, i didnt know that midnight charge is 50% of your journey fare, the extra charge for pick hours too. How dumb can i be. I cant help it, im not used in taking busses. Mrt rides makes me so weak, if you miss the last bus or train, you still have to take cab right? takkan tak balik kan.... taking licience seems forever. so yeah.. haiz
I dont know how should i feel know. as if i lost my sense of "feel"/heart? Its like i dont have a heart sometimes. Dont know how to feel at some point of time. Im glad that i still managed to smile at some lame jokes. Im okay if there's people around me. But i feel lost when im alone. I kept saying to myself that ill be fine, and yeah the result is, i dont know what im feeling now.
I know my grandmother is very worried about me these days. am i that bad to make her worry of me always? but surprisingly she didnt scold me, no matter how late i reach home. I told her i cant stay at home, something's bothering me. so im always out most of the time, when im tired i will go home to sleep. so she did try all sorts of things to ask me to let out my feelings or share stuffs with her. She asked my aunts, cousins and even daddy to help her out too. she try talking to me nicely and all. haha atleast i know she love me.
im happy to see you all happy. as being happy is the top criteria in my life. i always wants to live happily. of course i will pray for all of you and wish for the bestest. its okay if you dont like the way i am or what, i still pray for you. although you dont complete my life, you did came in my life and makes many changes and of course many lessons learnt, loves i felt, presence that i need and courage you gave. you still be in my heart. and forever it will stays.
sape tak happy? haha
KYNN IS ALRIGHT DOING HER SHITSS.. ANY GREAT EVENTS JUST BEEP ME ALRIGHT?? take care! rock your life babies.
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